♥ Kept it inside my heart

Saturday, October 24, 2009Y

started a new blog.. something more simple.. something more about myself.. and the world of me..

sherlytaufani.blogspot.com

~ post at 10:00:00 PM ~

Monday, September 28, 2009Y

I am missing somebody

And guess what, that somebody is you.. Yes, you!
I wanna tell you that I MISS YOU.. I REALLY DO..
Bet my text gave you a shock yesterday night..
Sorry but I am missing you..
Don't wish to hide my feeling..
So i told you about it..
By the way, somebody is a 'she' not a 'he'..

I MISS YOU!

~ post at 9:31:00 AM ~

Saturday, August 29, 2009Y

thanked god for letting me see the other side of you.. the side that i haven't see before.. a side that i have never want to see.. maybe it was my carelessness.. oh well, who could i blame except myself.. right? i should have believe it from the begining.. and maybe i won't be so angry over it now..
anyway, life had been prefectly fine.. things are getting on track.. which is a good thing for me.. life is not that messy anymore.. God had given me the best.. the best parents, boyfriend, friend, results and more things.. thanked him for all this.. i promise i will treasure everything more than anything..
well.. about results, i got a B3 for my chinese Os.. which i think it is kidda good.. firstly, i achieved my target.. i know that my dear is very happy for me.. tell you something, he is even much more happier than i am.. how could it be? but it is a fact..
have you found a person that is willing to listen to you all the time? that is willing to give in to you all the time? that is willing to wait for you? that melts your 'stone' heart? yes? or no? i am proud to say i found him.. i really found him.. how sweet could a person be.. just tell me.. he is the sweetest i had ever find.. maybe you will say i am too young to say this.. but he is really sweet.. is even sweet that sugar.. maybe you will think that i am too crazy in love.. whatever.. i don't care.. say whatever you want to say.. i will just admit to it.. because i am really madly in love now..

~ post at 10:18:00 PM ~

Sunday, August 9, 2009Y

it had been so long since i last blogged.. i was busy with life, study and dating, of course..
maybe this is not the correct time to blog, because i am suppose to work hard for my prelim.. which is less that 48hours from now.. but is alrights.. it wont take me long to write a post..

let start with this..
i did something extremely embarrassing thing ever.. i cried on the street.. can you believe it? maybe you will be shocked after reading this post because i didn't tell anyone about it except my beloved boyfriend..
i am sorry i said all those hurting words to you.. but if i don't say that will you ever understand? will you ever put yourself in my shoe and think? will you? i know you well enough.. i know you won't.. plus a SORRY won't be able to able to glue back all the crack that you made in me.. i'm sorry i show you attitude today.. just let me be.. because i am not ready to forgive you.. not prepare to start anew..

~ post at 6:18:00 PM ~

Sunday, July 12, 2009Y

Thanked God that i saw everything by my own eyes.. If not, i won't believe it myself.. Maybe it is time for me to move on.. NOT worth waiting.. Maybe it is that is being one-sided.. After reading everything, i don't feel a thing.. maybe just, 'SO WHAT?!?!'
time to let go..

What do you consider as a fruitful day?

1. finish an Amath paper?
2. finish a Math paper?
2. studied one chapter of biology?
3. studied one chapter of geography?

which one do you choose? 1? 2? 3? 4?
NAHX.. your answer is wrong because it will be a fruitful day if you are able to finish all of the above.. AND I DID IT.. today's a fruitful day from me..

I WANT TO SHARE HOW BLESSED AM I.. AND HOW HAPPY AM I NOW..
i have everything that i want.. everything is under my control..
1. i have the most NICE guy as my boyfriend
2. i got the most caring friends, surronding me
3. i have the most thoughtful parent ever
4. i have the confidence for Prelim

Thanked God for everything he given me.. those small and big 'presents' he gave me..
I PROMISE I'LL TREASURE EVERYTHING I HAVE

loves

~ post at 10:08:00 PM ~

Wednesday, July 8, 2009Y

PERFECTIONISM

there is three level of 'WANT'

the lowest is I WISH.. I WOULD LIKE.. GOOD TO HAVE.. WOULDN'T IT BE NICE..
the average is WANT..REALLY WANT..REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT..
the highest is MUST DWIT [DO WHAT IT TAKES]

89 more days towards the first paper of O level.. can i do? cao you do it?
OF COURSE WE CAN.. BECAUSE 'WE HAVE THE POWER OF CHOICE!'

What matter IS NOT how many times did you fall off the task..
What matter IS how many times you allow yourself to set back on tracks..

Pay now, Play later? or Play now, Pay later?
which one will you choose?
89days of suffering to get 30 years of happiness or 89days of happiness to get 30 years of suffering?

~ post at 9:51:00 PM ~

Monday, July 6, 2009Y

if you are given a chance to change a part of your life.. which part do you want to change?
if you are given a chance to keep a part of your life forever..which part do you want to keep?
if you are granted with a wish, what will you wish for?

Oh mine, i am in big trouble.. big big trouble..

In the past, i am used to go out alone.. do some shopping alone.. do something that i want alone.. but now, i realised that i don't like the feeling of shopping alone..
HOWEVER, i don't like the feeling of doing things alone now.. maybe because i am not longer alone.. because i have someone.. someone that always be there to guide me.. someone that will be there for me.. someone that i will to treasure.. even though there are times whereby we will be having cold war.. but the happiness we had will cover up everything..

No words to describe the sweetness i am going through now.. the happiness that i am having.. just hope that everything will continue as it is.. everything will last..

~ post at 4:44:00 PM ~